I’m Alive & Stuff

I know I’ve been MIA completely lately and even mostly checked out for weeks before that. Life’s just been kicking my butt and I can’t deal with everything else on top of it. I’m just kinda on a short fuse and just the mention of Sims is setting me off. Not going to get into specifics. If you read this blog you know my constant frustrations with the game. On top of that, I just don’t feel like writing. Something I’ve enjoyed for years has begun feeling like a chore that I’m beginning to resent it taking so much of my time every day. Anyway, I’m okay just feeling extremely anti-social and annoyed with the world in general at the moment.

So hey, what have I been up to you ask? Oh, well, maybe you didn’t ask but I’ll tell you anyway. I’ve been playing Stardew Valley. I started mostly because it’s the only game I’ve bought since I got hooked on Sims and thus didn’t require money to play. Funnily enough, the things that I hated about the game the most when I first played it I really enjoy now. I really haven’t taken many screenshots. Amazing I know. I thought I’d share what I have tho. I’m on year 4 now and I’m shocked that I still find stuff to do and pass out inside my doorway almost every night. Anyway, here’s the pics.

Giant mushroom.

Giant cauliflower.

Giant melon. No idea why I’m lofting a coffee bean other than the fact I live on coffee and am constantly making it.

My favorite festival thingy.

Showing off my first prismatic shard before taking it to get my awesome weapon.

End of year 3 married Sebastian.

Hilarious looking fish.

And my current farm layout from the planner site. It’s nothing really exciting. I’m not very goal-oriented. A bunch of stuff isn’t showing like my statue of perfection and assorted decorations all over the place.

Sorry, but I have no plans to keep up with Sims challenge rules or anything. Truthfully, I’d rather not even know what new packs are coming out or patches or people’s speculations or whining about what they want in the game that isn’t in it.

As far as Twitter goes, I’ve turned off notifications. I can’t even remember the last time I looked at it. I just can’t. I’m not really even looking at emails or anything so contacting me would be kinda hit and miss. I’m not like scary depressed or anything so don’t worry. Just not myself… whatever that is nowadays.

Anyway, this is where I’ve been hiding. I’m just kinda overwhelmed by everything at the moment and my anxiety levels are really bad. And, as I said, just the mention of Sims sets me off. I don’t expect anyone to understand and I don’t want to spend this whole thing explaining. I’m just overwhelmed by life in general and kinda need some alone time. I know it won’t make sense for most people and wow has it been a very long time since I’ve been like this. But hey, I’m alive and avoiding life and I’m okay with it. <shrug> Okay then, bye… for now.

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