Last month I had to pay for my domain and this month for my web hosting and I keep telling myself I really need to get back to writing something so it’s at least somewhat worth the cost. So, I log into my dashboard today and see it’s been over 6 weeks since my last post!! Six. Weeks. Holy cow! It doesn’t feel like much longer than 2 weeks to me. I thought I should write a little something so y’all know I’m okay. How does time get away from me like that? I suppose it can be blamed on the nearly 100 books I’ve read in the past few months. Or the utter lack of sleep.
Life is kicking everyone’s asses nowadays and true to my usual M.O. when things get tough I disappear into my own little world. I hate that I do it and I’m seriously considering finding a new therapist when the chaos dies down to learn some new ways of dealing other than dropping off the face of the earth whenever things get difficult to deal with.
Anyway, I’ve been thinking about this blog. Trying to decide if I want to add more than just gaming stuff to it. I’ve been in a really weird mood more and more lately thinking about future stuff… not something I really ever do normally. Just like a weird pensive can’t-stop-thinking mood. I’d thought of making a new blog and writing some of it out since this one ends in “gamez,” ya know? But dude, I’m paying a damn fortune for this one already.
I haven’t been playing games at all other than on my phone. Sims FreePlay and Animal Crossing Pocket Camp rule my life. I keep opening Steam on the PC and just staring at my games and wishlist and the store sales then closing it. The annoying thing is that I have enough screenshots that I could write chapters for several different stories with no need to even play anything but I haven’t felt like writing either.
It always seems to be extremes with me. I write and publish a chapter or more a day or nothing. Play 10+ hours of video games a day or nothing. Read a book or two a day or nothing. Eh, I’ve been complaining about this for years. But hey, maybe if I start writing about the struggle it’ll help me find balance? I dunno. It’s an idea. If it’s not too weird writing about something not gaming on here. I guess we’ll see.